what a year!

My hubby and I were at a New Years eve party and while talking with some friends everyone was saying what a year. I said ya it was a good one.

Then my hubby and a few others looked at me like I had an extra head or something. I have been so happy and feeling good about all I have learned and thinking about everything that life has been brought our way.

They were all thinking about the money that we don't have coming in because my hubby got laid off and then tried out a job that just wasn't for him and now we only have what money I make babysitting and a bunch of credit card dept.

I have been looking at it as if my hubby hadn't got laid off he would have never gone to school to get his class A licence which opens more doors for jobs. Then if he never had gone for that job he would always wonder if that was the type of job he might want to do. Now he's gotta add more fuel to the fire and grab what ever job he can get. Now in the mind set of he's gonna grab what he can and still keep looking for something with more pay.

I have changed so much this year that I will not go back to feeling sorry for what I can not change for what happened yesterday but I can help make a difference for what could happen tomarrow not what if.

I am really thinking about my intentions for 2009. The first thing to come to mind is to continue my healing and to help share with other and spread the word about through thick n thin and IE.

I want everyone to learn all about how they can feel so free and to better themselves and let their light shine bright!

Be well and I look forward to this new year!