Life changes

Feeling the push and pull of life these days I can't believe how strong I feel. God has put me in the right places at the right time.

This weekend as I was cleaning and thinking about wow 2008 is coming to an end soon. We are only 3 & 1/2 months away from 3 years since our house was built. Looking around and seeing all the changes that have been made as our family grew from having a new born and a 2 year old when we first moved in. Now we have a 4yr old 2yr old and a 1yr old. Now the girls are sharing a room and my sons room has changed from a baby's room to a little mans room.

It all just flew by so fast and looking back at it things feel like a struggle at first and then you get used to the constant changes that come along with life.

But it all begins with the foundation. Built from the ground up, built on something solid so that we can build a strong beautiful home.

The concrete in my foundation is taking form and is become solid. It's been almost a year it will be in just 3 short months to when I broke ground on my new journey. That's was when I gave up the fight and needed to strengthen myself.

I believe God has sent me out on a journey to find myself and I am enjoying every challenge he has given me because I have learned from it all. I am not just sitting back expecting things to change I am making things change and I am the only one who could do that for me. He has given me strength and helped me find the courage to brake threw the wall that blocks my path.

I have made so many great new friends along the way. My friends through thick n thin along with learning who my real friends are and what they really mean to me.

My best friend just left this morning and I am so proud of him. He is taking a big step for our family. Being away from everyone experiencing new things with out me and learning about new things. He is excited about finding a job but wishes he didn't have to be away from home. I know he is being tested on his new path and this will all be worth it. We both will have learned just how much we love each other and our kids will be able to see this.

I should know if I think back my dad was and still is a traveling man, for work. This will be a great experience for both of us as long as we see all the good that comes from this.

This is another peace to our foundation and we are building and we will never stop because God has a beautiful plan layout for us. The seeds have been planted and I can't wait to see it bloom!