I push him away
but on the inside I am screaming for him
to put his arms around me
so I can breath in his scent
take comfort
safety
in his embrace
warmth and courage
love and hope
I push him away
when I need him most
my best friend
my love
my life
my light
I push at him
testing his love for me
testing my love for him
it hurts
I push him away
taking it out on him
letting my darkness win
even if it is just for a while
I push him away
when I should be pulling him closer
to let my tears dry on his shoulder
my word be heard
my hurts be soothed
I push him away
No
not anymore
one step forward closer
not back
not away
Sorry my love
never again
always stay close
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